Sleepless nights
Below is my personal journal. Writing your own personal journal and making it habitual are good ways to improve your writing skills. Try setting aside time each day to write even just a short journal entry. You could also challenge yourself to rewrite past entries with better structure and clarity. Over time, this will help you naturally improve your writing fluency and style.
Recently, I’ve been getting very little sleep—only about four hours a night before waking up. This is mainly due to anxiety about my financial situation. The recent stock market crash has affected me to some extent, but my biggest concern is my low-paying job.
It’s been over a year since I started thinking about changing jobs. The caregiving work I do is not financially promising, even if I were to pursue it for the rest of my career. Now that I’ve become largely responsible for paying utilities, home insurance, property tax, and other expenses, I need a more stable source of income.
So, last month, I decided to take action and began searching for a new job. Many of my applications were rejected, but my most recent attempt seems to have gone well. The company I applied to invited me for an interview, which I attended yesterday. I got a good feeling about it, and the result will be announced in a week. Until then, I find myself in an awkward situation—unsure whether to continue my current job or prepare for a new role as a salesperson.
I trust that God is in control of my life, so I have to leave this matter in His hands. To be honest, I don’t want to work as a care worker anymore. However, if the interview result is negative, I will have to stay in my current job. If that’s the case, I’ll accept it as God’s will and do my best. But this feels like a turning point in my life, and I’m eager to see how things unfold in the coming week. The new job seems promising, especially with the incentive bonus they offer for good sales performance, which would motivate me to work harder.
Since I have the day off today, I’ll take it easy—pray, relax, and take a nap before my tutoring job tonight.
Sleepless Nights
Recently, I’ve been getting very little sleep—only about four hours a night before waking up. This is mainly due to anxiety about my financial situation. The recent stock market crash has affected me to some extent, but my biggest concern is my low-paying job.
It’s been over a year since I started thinking about changing jobs. The caregiving work I do is not financially promising, even if I were to pursue it for the rest of my career. Now that I’ve become largely responsible for paying utilities, home insurance, property tax, and other expenses, I need a more stable source of income.
So, last month, I decided to take action and began searching for a new job. Many of my applications were rejected, but my most recent attempt seems to have gone well. The company I applied to invited me for an interview, which I attended yesterday. I got a good feeling about it, and the result will be announced in a week. Until then, I find myself in an awkward situation—unsure whether to continue my current job or prepare for a new role as a salesperson.
I trust that God is in control of my life, so I have to leave this matter in His hands. To be honest, I don’t want to work as a care worker anymore. However, if the interview result is negative, I will have to stay in my current job. If that’s the case, I’ll accept it as God’s will and do my best. But this feels like a turning point in my life, and I’m eager to see how things unfold in the coming week. The new job seems promising, especially with the incentive bonus they offer for good sales performance, which would motivate me to work harder.
Since I have the day off today, I’ll take it easy—pray, relax, and take a nap before my tutoring job tonight.